August 15, 2011

Sit and stare.

We get in to a rhythm after enough practice.

This rhythm becomes our pulse for a time.

For that time we take for granted the intricacies of the individual relationships we have become a part of.

These relationships grow under our very noses.

Our lack of sight leaves us blind until hindsight arrives.

By the time hindsight arrives we have already stumbled into a mumbled "good-bye".

In that very moment of mumbling "good-bye" the reality of the relationship dawns on us.

At this dawning we realize there is and was something here more so than just everyday "hellos".

In those hellos there was a rhythm.

In that rhythm a pulse.

In that pulse a heart.

In that heart a soul.

For a very brief moment during that "good-bye" we have the chance to behold what another person's soul means to us.

This summer I would get caught up in the rhythm of my work, rest, and relationships a lot.  Fortunately I had a few brief glimpses at myself and others to understand who we all are in relation to one another.  This morning I said good-bye to my supervisor and part of my host family.  I am still in Massachusetts living in a home that is not my own, but the rhythm I have going in my life says that I live here.  I have learned to live in the present.     I thank God for the brief moments.  I thank God for the "good-byes" as well as the "hellos".  To all of you whether I know you or not; may you be blessed this day.

  

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